This is all too much. A dead father. A dead baby. Two impending anniversaries. A high risk pregnancy. It's a too much. Today is a day where I feel like I'm drowning.
I'm in the same kind of boat today - not for exactly the same reasons, but I am with you. Hugs to you, and hoping that things are better for both of us when the sun comes up tomorrow.
I am so sorry you are going through some really tough times this month - I can only offer up that I will be thinking of you and praying for you. hang in there ((hugs))
first off I love the new look SO lovely. Second I am SO sorry that Ella birthday is coming up. Its a sad day for me too! That was Kenner's due date, I should have had him that day. I will be thinking of you and light a candle for you! Take it one day at time, you will get through this. Not of course with out some pain, this too shall pass. Keep thinking some positive thoughts. I will be thinking and praying for you this next week. The day is really not as hard as the anticipation of the day. I pray you will have peace on that day. That all you will feel is love and not heartache. Much love to you
I'm so sorry u feel like ur drowning. I'm sinking a liitle too today 1 week from my EDD. I've been keeping you in my prayers and I will keep them coming.xxx
Close your eyes and come up for air and take deep breaths...I've put this mantra in my head as much as or maybe more than 'lather, rinse and repeat'. Its not easy honey and I feel for you just having gone through it myself. Papa bear is with Ella and they are smiling. Hang in there....sending love, Nan xxxooo
I am thinking of you so often. I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I'm wishing brighter and gentler days ahead for you! XO p.s. I love your new look!
This morning my husband told me that he feels that the past 10 months have made him stronger...my reply...."I feel like the past 10 months have worn me thin...."
Oh, Bree, I'm so sorry. I know those days - the ones when you can't stop crying. I'm thinking of you and Nora, as well as your dad and Nora. I'm here if you need anything.
i am so sorry! we've all been there; done that, but none of us know exactly how another feels...we are just more sensitive to those who are hurting, grieving. just know that you can make it through today and go on...you are alive and you will survive! if you reapeat this you may eventually believe it..."i am alive, i will survive." *hugs*
I have been so worried about you. This must be such a hard time. I think of you and pray for you daily.Sending love and hugs your way - Sarita sboyette@tx.rr.com Ella's new look is so pretty and feminine.
You poor thing. This is just a time of downpour of pain I think for many of us. I'm praying you through this hard time and hoping for brighter days to come as soon as possible!
I had that same day last Monday. Tears fell all day long and I felt lost and if my life were a complete disheveled mess. The good news is that I felt better the following day..the sun came out and I felt different. Often times, enough becomes too much, we feel the burden and we have to with draw from life a bit. It's okay.
Sending you love and many prayers as you navigate this storm. I'm thinking of you sweet girl :) Just wish I could do more...
Much Love xoxo ps your new blog background is beautiful!
I lost my firstborn, Ella on March 15, 2009 due to an incompetent cervix and preterm labor. This is where I come to work through my grief and connect with others who have also lost a child. This blog has become my lifeline. In May 2010, we celebrated the arrival of our rainbow baby, Nora Belle. Born at 36 weeks after having a McDonald Cerclage placed at 13 weeks and almost 20 weeks of bedrest.
I'm in the same kind of boat today - not for exactly the same reasons, but I am with you. Hugs to you, and hoping that things are better for both of us when the sun comes up tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteOne day at a time. I know this month is awful for you, and I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry you are going through some really tough times this month - I can only offer up that I will be thinking of you and praying for you. hang in there ((hugs))
ReplyDelete:( Sorry your feeling down today. I agree with one day at a time and its ok to have bad days!
ReplyDeletefirst off I love the new look SO lovely. Second I am SO sorry that Ella birthday is coming up. Its a sad day for me too! That was Kenner's due date, I should have had him that day. I will be thinking of you and light a candle for you! Take it one day at time, you will get through this. Not of course with out some pain, this too shall pass. Keep thinking some positive thoughts. I will be thinking and praying for you this next week. The day is really not as hard as the anticipation of the day. I pray you will have peace on that day. That all you will feel is love and not heartache. Much love to you
ReplyDeleteMany hugs coming your way.
ReplyDeleteJaime
xo
I have been thinking of you a lot lately, I am sorry that you are having a hard time, sending you lots of love! BTW I love the new look!
ReplyDeleteJust know that I think about you so very often! xo
ReplyDeletePS I know I have told you already, but I love your new blog look!
My dear Bree, you are in my thoughts as these anniversaries approach you. Always here for you my friend.
ReplyDelete*hugs*
I'm so sorry u feel like ur drowning. I'm sinking a liitle too today 1 week from my EDD. I've been keeping you in my prayers and I will keep them coming.xxx
ReplyDeleteClose your eyes and come up for air and take deep breaths...I've put this mantra in my head as much as or maybe more than 'lather, rinse and repeat'. Its not easy honey and I feel for you just having gone through it myself. Papa bear is with Ella and they are smiling. Hang in there....sending love, Nan xxxooo
ReplyDeleteIt *IS* a lot - but you will manage. Be gentle with yourself these next few weeks. Day by day,right?
ReplyDeleteMuch love,
Jamie
Hugs, I hope you feel better and tomorrow brings you a better day. I love the new look.
ReplyDeleteI am thinking of you so often. I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I'm wishing brighter and gentler days ahead for you! XO
ReplyDeletep.s. I love your new look!
This morning my husband told me that he feels that the past 10 months have made him stronger...my reply...."I feel like the past 10 months have worn me thin...."
ReplyDeleteI hear you....XXXXX
Oh Bree I wish I could take the pain away. I really do. I am so sorry you are feeling this way! *hugs*
ReplyDeleteOh, Bree, I'm so sorry. I know those days - the ones when you can't stop crying. I'm thinking of you and Nora, as well as your dad and Nora. I'm here if you need anything.
ReplyDeletei am so sorry! we've all been there; done that, but none of us know exactly how another feels...we are just more sensitive to those who are hurting, grieving. just know that you can make it through today and go on...you are alive and you will survive! if you reapeat this you may eventually believe it..."i am alive, i will survive." *hugs*
ReplyDeleteI have been so worried about you. This must be such a hard time. I think of you and pray for you daily.Sending love and hugs your way - Sarita
ReplyDeletesboyette@tx.rr.com
Ella's new look is so pretty and feminine.
You poor thing. This is just a time of downpour of pain I think for many of us. I'm praying you through this hard time and hoping for brighter days to come as soon as possible!
ReplyDeletethinking of you bree...always. i will be glad for you when march is over and you get thru these upcoming days. hugs
ReplyDeletehuge ((((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteHugs for you (((BREE)))
ReplyDelete(((hugs))) it really is too much :(
ReplyDeleteThinking of you Bree
Thinking of you as you get through this tough time. Big hugs to you!
ReplyDeleteNo words ... just know that I am thinking of you, those you have lost, and the little one kicking in your belly.
ReplyDeleteSending you lots of ((hugs)).
ReplyDeletetons of love and strength flying your way, beautiful Bree. Hang in there... xx
ReplyDeleteOh Bree, I am so sorry youre having a rough time! Please know that I am praying! *HUGS*
ReplyDeleteBree,
ReplyDeleteI had that same day last Monday. Tears fell all day long and I felt lost and if my life were a complete disheveled mess. The good news is that I felt better the following day..the sun came out and I felt different. Often times, enough becomes too much, we feel the burden and we have to with draw from life a bit. It's okay.
Sending you love and many prayers as you navigate this storm. I'm thinking of you sweet girl :) Just wish I could do more...
Much Love
xoxo
ps your new blog background is beautiful!
Thinking of you and sending you a hug
ReplyDeleteBree, I absolutely love the new blog look!!
ReplyDeletePlease know I am thinking about you, Ella and Nora always. *huge hugs*